Okay so I am having a hard time lately keeping up with everyday! I have been busy with work, family, the ambulance company and my books. But I am still here!
I was sad the last couple of days saying goodbye to my friends that moved away. I am excited that I will be seeing them at our installation dinner on the 4th. I know that God puts people in our lives for a reason and sometimes they need to move away. I know that they are still a part of my life I just can’t see them everyday. I think the hardest thing for me was I had grown very attached to them! They were my security blanket in a way. I guess I have to be a big girl now and stand on my own two feet
My life is like a game of dodgeball at times. I guess I will just have to dodge the negativity, keep ducking as it is thrown my way. I need to learn to dance like Muhammad Ali and only throw punches at the right time. I have come to the conclusion that there are people who you can’t beat. People who are pathologically unpleasant and can manipulate any situation. There are going to be those battles that no matter how right I might be, I am going to lose. For now on I will look at them as if they are a big-red-playground-ball and jump away to avoid being smacked in the face. I will duck the blows and continue to stay in the game.
“I will stand on my own two feet.” – Just Me Jewel
312 Days to go.